I totally understand your position in not taking the job.

It is a transition period, Mia.

I did a very similar thing myself.

After working my butt off for an eternity I took a redundancy package.

Then I applied for a more stressful job. Got it, then like you did a reality check and quit before I started.

Love affairs and jobs share the analogy of:

"On the rebound"

I know you will succeed being your own incredible self and finding the right connection that suits you!

With love, David.